Monday, November 22, 2010

If you give up New York, I'll give you Tennessee.

Forgive me for my lack of updates. The past week has just been a huge mess with a great deal of highs and lows. I'm at this stage in my life where nothing makes sense and the whole world is coming to an end. Over-dramatic I know. I have learned new things about myself that I'm not completely proud of:

  • I have very low confidence and put the guys I like above me.
  • I allow others to walk over me.
  • I have a hard time saying no.
  • I run back to the people who hurt me.
  • &I feel like I can't do any better than what I have now.

    I think I need to stop myself and reevaluate everything going on in my life. I need to focus on something or else everything else will literally fall apart. School work and getting my grades back up are all that I should be concerned and focused on. Until then I can't be on the computer constantly and updating my blog. I know I just started this blog but I'm in a desperate need of a hiatus. Nothing to do with the blog, just personal things going on in my life.



    jacqueline said...

    Been there, done that. Who are you with, Rosy?

    Rosy Pichardo said...

    I'm not with anyone. It's hard to explain, you know that ONE guy who always flakes on me? yea him.. I'll tell you more when you get here.

    jacqueline said...

    When you say it's hard to explain, then I know exactly what you mean and I've been through the exact same thing.
    Yeah tell me when I get home.